I was at a recent
women’s retreat which focused on the story of Martha. Although familiar with
the story, I was surprised to realize we were only unpacking five verses. Such
a short story for me to remember so vividly. I think part of the reason the
story of Martha sticks with me is that I come from a line of Marthas, the women
who plan and organize and set up and clean up, the ones who are the first to
arrive and last to leave, the ones who get stuff done. It’s easy for me and the
women I know to identify with Martha, who is trying to accommodate Jesus and
his disciples in her home. And it’s easy to feel her frustration at Mary for
not helping and her (probable) frustration at Jesus for taking Mary’s side.
Of course, that
isn’t the full story. In actuality, Martha is the one not doing anything, while
Mary is. In the Greek, Martha is passive, being controlled by distraction and
worry. Mary is active, placing herself as a disciple and intently listening to
Jesus. Martha is unaware of her interior state; she believes that she is doing
right by letting Jesus into her home, but she has failed to go into his
presence. Again, it’s so easy to sympathize with Martha, for I’m really good at
loving Jesus on the intellectual level, but the whole, actually loving part is
still a struggle.
Furthermore, in
insisting that Mary come help, she is denying Mary’s gifts and inside forcing
Mary to conform to Martha’s standards. And she doesn’t even confront Mary
directly, instead going to Jesus to point out Mary’s presumed flaws. Jesus
calls Martha out, telling her that it would do violence to Mary to pull her
away from the Lord and that needless distraction is keeping Martha away as
well. She is not hosting so much as she is using her role as host to keep her
distance.
Martha is using her
external duties to deny her internal state. That is, Jesus is present in her
home, but she is still not embracing him. Similarly, Jesus is present in our
tabernacle. Through baptism and confirmation, the Trinity dwells in me; through
the Eucharist, I take Christ into my home. And yet, I do not fully accept him.
I want a moment, an encounter, but I want to keep an arm’s length as well. I
want to be moved, but I don’t want my foundation shaken. I keep myself
distracted, pretending that I’m busy with very important things, when really I’m
just scared to go sit at his feet and give him everything I am.
In Luke 10:41, Jesus
calls Martha out on her worries, using the double vocative, “Martha, Martha…”
This is only used a handful of times in the Bible (with Abraham, Moses, Samuel,
and Peter). Each time, the Lord is calling attention to that moment, and the
person’s life is about to change, being transformed by their call. Here Martha’s
excuses are exposed for her fears. She is called into Christ’s presence. The
next time she is mentioned in the Gospels (John 11 and 12), she is as active as
Mary, a true disciple.
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